only ME..

date: 1.12.2009
time 8.00pm-11.00pm
venue: pavillion
movie: ninja asaassin (rain)

pavillion christmas day...

16.11.2009
pavillion
eeping, bling, cheachyi & me

huhu... nice decoration for christmas..

only one pic got we four together.. haha

sakae SUSHI day.. 16.11.2009

we plan to watch 2012 today... but full.... so just have a dinner at pavillion...

yeah.. our won this sushi...

oh my god... i fat d..

haizz.. i lose in this round... give u all eat la..

cheachyi and eeping..

me and bling...

yummy yummy.. sakaesushi...

Micheal Jackson- THIS IS IT

11.11.09

love this song.. man in the mirror..

Sagittarius never know what they want..
but very know that what they dont want..
mayb because of this.. always make me think and think..
got 1% dont want will make me blur d..
Sagittarius cant change this attitude..
and this attitude make me hard only..
now everybody beside me all advice me to continue..
because that 30% dont want make me stuck there..
go on or not.. only me can get the answer..
but now i still cant get a 100% answer..
HOW??

Port..

last blog.. long long time ago..
quite a long time dint write blog d..
just because lazy.. haiz.. lazy be my death knell..
mayb also this few day.. always thinking..
think and think but dont have a answer for myself..
many question in my brain..
but dont have a answer..
tired d.. want to find a port..
just stay there.. calmness..
but now i just worry that.....
the port cant support me..

保持联络

不知道为什么最近跟很多中学同学联络..
可以聊很久很久.. 即使是同班一年而已..
很奇怪，以前的我不会这样和一个不是很熟的人聊那么久..
我们聊着以前在学校发生的趣事.. 聊聊近况..
很开心，回想起以前在槟城的生活.. 无忧无虑..
放学了，回家，补习.. 补习后，哈哈.. 肯定是happy hour..
每次补完习，一定是想要去哪里好？吃什么好？
真的真的好想回去哦.. 如果时间可以倒流，那可真好.. 哈哈~~

今天跟一个只在form1同年一年的朋友聊天..
其实以前真的有点对不起你，曾经一度避开你.. hehe
还记得以前的你每晚都会打电话给我..
其实你也没什么东西要跟我讲，可是你还是每天都会打给我..
在电话的你讲着的是娱乐新闻.. 就是因为这样我避开了你..
对不起.. 过后我们就再也没有同班了.. 就这样我们没有了联络..
其实我应该付蛮大的责任.. 其实你也没什么不好。
应该说你很好.. 是我不好..
可能也因为这样，今天和你聊天时，总是有种内疚感..
可是也因为今天，我知道其实你没有怪我..

突然想起， form1时，曾经有一段时期，你是坐在我旁边的..
你还带了你养的hamster去学校，那时的我跟现在的我一样害怕hamster..
哈哈~~ 可是也要谢谢你，因为你没有因为我害怕而拿来吓我..
哈哈~~ 谢谢你~~
希望我们能一直保持联络.. 当作让我赎罪吧~~

HATE YOU!!!!!!

I found that i have a defect...
dont know why.. when i hate a person...
then i will very very hate...
what he/she do.. i also hate.. also dislike it..
sometime i will tell myself
"what for u hate a person...suan liao la..."
got try to accept.. but i cant...
sometime i will tell myself
"hate mer hate loo.. nothing 1 mer.."
haizzz... untill now.. i still hate that person..
i dont know what she did for me...
or actually she did not do anything for me...
but I just HATE...
Anything he/she do, i must HATE..
no matter what he/she say, i also HATE..
HATE HATE HATE... I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!

朋友？知己？爱情？

渐渐的
分不清谁是朋友谁是知己
渐渐的
搞不懂什么是爱情
如果我说你是我的朋友
而你说我是你的知己
是因为我没有重视你
还是你太重视我
我应该高兴？还是内疚？
而你应该伤心吗？

在同一天内发现自己原来什么都不懂
你和我是朋友还是知己？？
我和他就是爱情吗？？

SECRET

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everybody have their own secret
and the person we choose to enjoy our secret also different
and yesterday.. same time.. same place..
i chatting with same people and the same topic..
dont know why.. we will start this topic..
and we two met a same problem and same feeling..
but one thing different is im stubborn but she is "soft"
can i said her soft?? haha.. i dont know also..
in my heart, she is quite soft la.. in many aspect
maybe she dont think like that.. would u?? my dear.. hehe
but very happy to get u this kind of "soft" friend
still remember we quarrel before.. but because of her "soft"
she say sorry to me but i did not.. "sorry har.. u know me de la.."
maybw because of ur "soft", we still very friend now..
hehehe.. thanks for ur "soft".. my dear..
love u so much... thank you..
and very happy to sharing the "secret"
in the same place, same time with u..

PS: i put same picture with u ler.. see my so regard you this "soft" friend.. wahaha

经一事长一智

开始觉得这个世界真的好恐怖
很难想象跟自己一起长大的人
也有可能出卖自己
虽然在这件事上
你的行为还不至于出卖
可是还蛮伤我的心的
从小到大
我敢说我拥有的东西都跟你分享了
除了“某些”秘密

当我知道这件事后
心情还蛮复杂的
开始怀疑你是否真的那么自私
可能吧
因为你的男朋友也这么认为
这次也不是第一次听到了
可是却是第一次发生在自己身上

刚刚鼓起勇气问你了
而你给我的
并不是我要的答案
而是你想知道我是如何知道这件事
真的不懂要怎样去看待这件事

累了

真的累了

好想回到过去

好想重新开始

真的好累好累

或许没人懂

可是我相信

一定会有一个人懂

三分钟热度

发现自己真的可以称得上是“三分钟热度王”

做什么都这样三分钟

做功课？玩游戏？做家务？减肥？

买回来的东西也是。。

鞋子？衣服？包包？

可悲啊！！

开始不同控制自己了。。

开始觉得自己好恐怖。。

开始讨厌这样的自己。。

什么时候才可以彻彻底底改掉这个坏习惯

开始学着控制自己。。

也希望可以成功。。

因为“三分钟热度”
害怕想改变也只是三分钟热度

保持微笑

又一個朋友被伤了心　
她哽咽着问我哪里才有愛情
心疼的把她搂在怀里　
說不哭不哭我却先红了眼睛
又一個朋友计划远行　
他剪短了头发说要遺忘過去　听着他故作洒脱语气　
我知道他去的地方叫做逃避
失恋在這城市里到处橫行　
天使又一再失约重来没降临
让我们保持微笑　
给寂寞的人一些依靠
我们要保持微笑　
给孤单的人一种心情的拥抱　

A TIRED FRIDAY

finally went back home yesterday.. with lion..
lion bring her roomates going back also.. ah bin(but she hate ppl call her ah bin)
and vivian and cindy(cindy also pantai ppl)..
1st time go back home with having "sampan" and bus..
walau.. the sampan really sampan.. the bus really older than metro bus..
haha.. the lion so geng.. this kind of way going back pantai, she also can get it..
the sampan walao really bad.. small.. old.. but very fresh and active..
haha.. the sampan swag right and left.. hehe.. and the big swag when near to small jetty..
then take the old old bus back to pantai.. hot.. smell.. smoke.. beh tahan..
we take 10.30am bus.. reach home already 5pm d.. really want gila liao..
then lion fetch we all to panchor eat laksa..
afetr that the siao cha bo cindy ask her friends fetch us to lauch out..
her friend bring us to " yang yu chang"..
walau the dog there kong po than tien ee house de..
the fish there also kong po than tien ee house de.. finally can go back liao..
mana tau her friend bring us to another "yang yu chang"
this more kong po than just now 1..
around got 10 dog there.. but the fish there more good than just now..
just now there the fish like to fly up.. really scary..
the 2nd "yang yu chang" got 1 cat.. the cat very geng lo.. can live with 10 dog..
hahaha.. when ah bin say miao to it, it turn her head and say miao to ah bin also.. haha..
finally can leave this kong po place.. then they bring us to lighthouse there..
but we not dare to go up.. too high d..
then see sunset on the hooker.. around 7.30pm, we prepare to go back..
BUT the hooker engine got problem.. we cant go back already..
this time really die liao la.. i cant let my parents know that i lauch out..
luckily got line there.. they call their friend to hold the hooker back..
we always see that car hold car, but never see that hooker hold hooker..
this is the 1st time.. but this also the 1st time stay at the hooker untill 8.30pm..
ah yeap drive very fast to go back home..
coz my mother and her mother already call us to go back..
and me, ah yeap, vivian and ah bin dint told our parents we lauching out...
the cindy still very happy there.. actually we 4 want to back home after the 1st yang yu change alraedy.. she can feel that we want back.. haiz... i can feel that ah yeap already very beh song..
coz sometime cindy got abit jia jia.. jia jia is my feel la..
when reach home.. my parents scold me.. so late to back home..
but cant tell them the hooker rosak.. haiz.. really kolian..
this friday is full of smoke and scary..
all of our face dark liao.. so dirty.. haizz
but very happy also la.. got a diffrent experience...
**photo post after few day.. i haven get the photo.. photo all at ah bin place.. hehe

WHAT IS THIS??? MY GOD!!

German nudists are gonna be hangin' brain on a plane real soon.

A German travel agency is booking a day trip for nudists where they can fly on the plane...naked. They just have to be clothed when they board and clothed when they land.

The flight attendants, on the other hand, must stay clothed. I'm sure they'll all stifle a well-deserved guffaw when one of the nudists asks them, "Can I have extra nuts please?"

our sweet home

yoyoyo.. today go to a showroom with ah bling.. a nice house.. hahaha.. this house's mirror everywhere.. so good.. hahaha.. i like it so much.. if next time got money, my house also want become like that.. size is not a problem.. the most important thing is the feel.. wahaha...

I WANT HOLIDAY

today.. mothers day... haizz.. no mother beside me..
at home with bling only..
boring.. hot.. doing nothing also..
face to the furniture layout plan.. cant do anything...
the place is really very small.. how to put so many thing??
really want poke people ahh.. no mood... fan!!
I WANT HOLIDAY!!!!!!!!

today chat with you via msn..
know that mayb this year end, u not coming back for 1 month..
mayb just 2 or 3 week.. haiz... my mood that time...
dont know also.. abit happy, abit sad..
happy that u are coming back soon...
sad coz not enuf 1 month...
so.. i always tell myself dont be so greedy..

Thank.. ah yeap..

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thank you for your bag..

thank you so much..
never think that u will appear at my house..

and send me the bag from sunway..

thats already 12am..

midnight already.. really very suprised..

and very happy.. dont know how to say..

very thank you.. love you so much..

only for YOU

see ur blog already.. abit guilty..
this few day many thing happen on me..
i know also many thing happen on you..
sorry.. i just busy with my thing..
never think about you... never care about you..
want to ask you how ur interview d..
but hard to contact you.. sorry...
haizzz.. hope that u can on9 this few day..
i think this few day, i will always at home d..
wont go to class, wont go to site again..
i dont know what u worry..
and not sure isnt u talking about me..
coz.. honestly i not really understand ur english...
mayb can say that my english is too poor...
sometime really feel that very sorry to you..
how matter, miss you so much..

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